Don Ehrlich, Northern California Viola Society's 2014 Tom Heimberg Viola Advocate Award
recipient
Until his recent
retirement, Don Ehrlich was assistant principal viola in the San
Francisco Symphony. He received a B.M. from the Oberlin
Conservatory, an M.M. from the Manhattan School of Music and a D.M.A
from the University of Michigan. He has been a member of the Aurora
and Stanford string quartets and is principal viola of the Mendocino
Music Festival. Ehrlich plays an ergonomically corrected Pellegrina
model viola designed and made by David Rivinus of Portland, Oregon.
His recent recording of the Six Suites by Bach, originally for
cello, is available through the San Francisco Symphony Store.
I met with Don a couple of weeks ago for a quiet chat in
his kitchen near Golden Gate Park over coffee and home-cooked
chocolate croissants. We began by talking about his recent faculty
recital program at the San Francisco Conservatory.
...Well,
one piece I played I wrote -
a memorial piece [“In Memorium, Hana”] for a girl I knew who
died, she was 10 years old. Her father had put a paragraph he wrote
up on the internet for family and friends – it was beautiful, and I
set it to music.
Another
was by Ingolf Dahl. Do you know his Divertimento? I don’t know a
single violist who knows it! It’s really good!
I
made it a point to do something outside of the symphony every year:
Play an audition, a recital, something with quartet… It’s easy to
die in a Symphony.
Even
auditions?
People
who have jobs play auditions a lot. It's not so much that they want
the job - although I took an audition for the NY Phil principal,
figured if I’d won that then I would have taken it. It was the year
my mother passed away, about three days before the audition. I took
the audition anyway... And of course I didn’t win, but…
I
think one of the reasons for taking an audition is for making a kind
of progress you can't make any other time, if someone is listening to
every wobble, every scratch of your bow…
How
I started--
So
my mother got sick when I was a kid and had to spend a lot of time at
home. Television had just been out for a while, so we got a
television for her. I was maybe 4 or 5. My brother had started piano,
he was 2 years older. There was a TV program, “The Voice of
Firestone.” People of a certain age will remember that. A live
televised symphony orchestra. I remember seeing the violins do their
thing on the TV, and thinking, ‘I can do that!’ We were in
Buffalo, my parents got me a violin and I had a really good beginning
violin teacher - he was really good with kids - I remember a lot of
what he said.
So
you started privately – was there music in school?
There
probably was, but I was probably before the curve, when they would
have kids start. I was always in the orchestra.
Was
it immediately clear, you were into it all the time, or… what else
did you do as a kid?
I
don’t remember, but I do remember that Far Side cartoon with the
dog and the violin, looking out the window, his friends worrying the
postman and he’s looking so forlorn…
But
it was a prison of your own making?
Yes,
it was. I would take a few apricots up to my room, practice for 10
minutes and give myself an apricot for a break.
I
wouldn’t say I was excited to play. I practiced, I got better, I
guess. I got good enough to get into Oberlin… for the record, my
first violin teacher was Bernard Mandelkern, and his wife Rivka
Mandelkern took over when he stopped and went into the stock market.
Rivka had had her left first finger amputated, so she played
backwards.
And
then my violin teacher at Oberlin was John Dalley. The [Guarneri]
quartet was the quartet, but it wasn’t full time yet - they
were all doing different things. And that was his job, and he was
there for a couple of years, and then the quartet was able to do
their thing and he left. He was my teacher for only one year, because
then I went to viola.
Why
the switch?
Well,
I picked up a viola. (long pause) I knew there were violas - I'd been
to the Buffalo Philharmonic, I could see them, the Budapest Quartet
came to Buffalo every year... But I didn’t know what that meant,
until I picked one up and played it. Then it was disconcerting,
disturbing, because it felt like I had gone home. It just felt so
comfortable, it just fit. It fit my size, it fit my voice. The
violin had always felt a little cramped - I would hit my nose, and...
- (demonstrates, laughs)
It
was as much the sound as the feel?
Yeah,
the sound - my voice. I’ve never regretted that change, ever.
I’ve always enjoyed being a viola player.
Would
you still ever play the violin?
No,
I gave it up. I picked it up a couple of times, for different
reasons, I remember. Once I went with a friend and their daughter,
who was going to try violins for purchase, and I picked one up and
played the opening of – (sings the Bruch violin concerto opening) -
something anybody could play. I did that just for a friend, to help
try to keep them away from an instrument that was, you know, not
right.
You
became famous for owning and performing professionally on your
Pellagrina viola, which has been described as like a Salvador Dali
painting, or like it is melting, or has been melted. An article
appeared in the New York Times in the late '90s about modern
experimentations with ergonomic instruments, featuring you and your
new viola. You wrote later you had no idea it would be such a big
deal.
What
really surprised me, the woman who wrote it, Margalit Fox, was
actually researching an article she intended to write on ergonomic
instruments that are just out there. She found, for instance, the
flute with the bent head joint. But the flutists never took the time
to find someone like me who would take the time to work with the
makers, etc. etc.
And
the only other one that she found was a piano keyboard with smaller
keys, and maybe they came around a little bit at the ends. The genius
of that is you should be able to pull out the old keyboard and put in
this one and just play on a Bosendorfer or a Steinway, whatever you
have. But it never caught on and I don't know why!... Since then
there’s been a bass clarinet with a head join that is a little
different.
And
then of course my viola, which was the only one with an interesting
story, I guess. And so she wrote this story that was basically all
about the viola. That was a really interesting experience -- to be
written up in the New York Times. What - a - rush! Hearing from
people I hadn't heard from in years and many people I'd never heard
from before. And not only was it a big article, but there was another
small article and then a squib in the Week IN Review. There were
three times where my name was mentioned - in the New York Times!
Kim Kashkashian doesn’t get that kind of attention. (laughs)
For a while I was the most famous violist in the country, and it was
for the instrument, not for my playing. But what a rush, to have that
experience.
What
kind of experiences stick out to you as particularly significant –
mind blowing lesson you learned from a performance or from a teacher,
or just from your own life experience as a musician?
OK
- Oh man, I have a lot of those. One thing I learned – it took me a
while to work through this, but – basically, we teachers don't know
what the heck we're talking about. I have a lot of examples of bad
advice being given by great teachers, and I can even think of some
for myself, for sure, but... For instance, I understand that Dorothy
Delay apparently told Nigel Kennedy that he shouldn't do jazz because
people wouldn't take him seriously. So he didn't do jazz and it was
like he cut off his nose. And then when he put his nose back, and
started to play jazz, that's when his career took off. So,
just the wrong advice.
I
think anything the teacher says has to go through the filter of the
student. I tell my students that all the time – all the time. “That
fingering works for me, I don't know why it doesn't
work for you” - no, that's the wrong attitude! – it should be
“This works for me, but will it work for you? If not, let's
find one that does.”
I
do have this very strong feeling, in fact this whole [Tom Heimberg
Viola Advocate] award, is so meaningful to me. It's like we're
pebbles and we're dropped into the pond, and the rings expand
outward. Well, one of the pebbles that influenced me, was Lehner,
Eugene Lehner, in the Kolisch Quartet.
When
they broke up, he was in the Boston Symphony and was there the two
summers I was at Tanglewood. I think I sort of base myself, and my
teaching, my teaching specifically, and a lot of my
performance, on things that he influenced in me – And just in the
two, eight week sessions – and it wasn't even all 8 weeks each
time, just when we worked with him in quartet coachings. One was the
Bartok 1, and the other was the Death & the Maiden. And the
things I learned from him...
For
instance, Bartok - when we were doing the first Bartok. He told us
we were, I don't know how many generations removed, 3 or 4.. it was
in the 60s.. “You're the 3rd generation that's playing
this. It will be different. It can't be the same.”
And
the other one about differences, when we were doing Death & the
Maiden – Peter Salaff was the first violinist in this quartet. So
Schubert, a lot of times, in a lot of his pieces – symphonies, the
Arpeggione – the recap is identical to the exposition: the
length, the theme... just the key relationship is different.
So
we're rehearsing it to get to the next lesson, and we get the
exposition, and there's the development, and we come to the recap,
and we decide to do everything the same so we can get to the coda,
which is totally awesome! (laughs) and Lehner was really upset with
us! He was like, “How can you possibly be the same, there, after
this amazing – incredibly intense middle section...!” and
that was something I learned from him. I loved Eugene Lehner, I
idolized him a lot.
Did
you get to know him at all outside the coachings?
I
sure wish I had, but I think – a lot of people felt that way about
him – he was distancing himself from the students.
You
recently recorded and released the complete Bach Solo Suites.
It's
a life changing experience to do that. I did it as a recital at the
Conservatory, which I did from memory. All 6 in a row, from memory.
I
know there is some European cellist who connects the Six Suites with
different aspects of the life of Christ – so, No.1, which is so
happy, is the birth, and, you know, No.5 which is so dark is the
Crucifixion, No.6 is the resurrection... Well, I'm Jewish so I can't
really get behind that. (laughs)
But
I did feel very strongly as I was doing the recital that it
was one 36 movement piece. And one of my goals was: to do the
same musical idea rarely - if ever - a second time (laughing), if I
could figure out how to deal with it. Anyway, the life changing
aspect to it is, to know yourself so strongly that you can make it
be right. If you try any other point of view it just doesn't
work. I think. No teacher can teach how to play that.
It's
very personal
Yeah,
it's completely personal. And of course everybody has an idea
of how it should go (laughs). And I don't! – that's the
thing that I know: it's like, today I wake up and I go, “hmm, well
that's a different tempo!” (laughs)
What
else has influenced you as a musician, as a performer?
So
I have a couple that are kind of contradictory -
Not
long after I did the Bach recording, we were on an airplane and I was
reading a book – and the book is the “Schopenhauer Cure” -
Irvin Yalom, I think was the author. So he quotes Schopenhauer a lot,
and there's this one quote that I read on the airplane - I don't know
what the source is, I couldn't really find it, the book that this
would have been in. He wrote a novel-like book about a flower. The
flower must have been dissed by someone for showing off. The
Schopenhauer quote is:
The
flower replied, “You fool! Do you imagine I blossom in order to be
seen? I blossom for my own sake, because it pleases me, and not for
the sake of others. My joy consists in my being and my blossoming.”
And
when I read that, I burst into tears, in the middle of the airplane.
My wife looks at me and goes “What's wrong??” This was me and the
Bach – it's exactly what I did with the Bach: It was me,
blossoming, and that was part of the life-changing experience.
I
want my students to feel, they're the seed in the flower pot. I
supply the rich soil and the water and the light, and then they
heliotrope however they are going to.
The
other side of that, though, is also within the quote, if you think
about it, because there is a flower, and people admire the
flower.
The
[San Francisco] Symphony was on tour and my wife came with me – we
were in New York. We stayed in the Hilton, which was like 2 blocks
away from the Museum of Modern Art. We always go there when we stay
at that hotel. We were standing there staring and enjoying van Gogh's
“Starry Night.” This particular time, there were three other
people also standing there, watching – two young girls, teens
maybe, and another middle aged woman.
One
girl looks at the other girl and says “It's different to see
it in person.” And the woman rounds on her and goes
“Different?? It's THIRLLING to see it in person!”
And that changed my life, because it's so easy to be
routine-ized, especially in an orchestra situation – and that's
when I realized that that's what the audience wants, that's
what the audience is there for. That's my job: to be thrilling.
So,
between Schopenhauer's flower, and thrilling, there's like,
being pulled in two directions. But there you are – that's our life
as musicians, I think.
I
still can't believe that “It's thrilling!” – whoever
that woman was, thank you, for arranging that.. (laughs)
How
much do you put your own personal stamp on your performances, rather
than trying to do what the composer tells you, what the composer
'meant'?
One
influence I remember was when I was getting my doctorate – I
actually got a doctorate, but don't call me doctor (laughs) –
whatever the class was, we were studying a Beethoven piano sonata,
and the guy brought out 6 different recordings. We were listening to
the first movement.
The
first one, beautiful, followed everything Beethoven wrote. Second
guy, same thing. Third person, same thing, then the fourth and the
fifth... eventually, finally, the last one he picked up was
Glenn Gould, who was of course completely off the charts, and the
performance was completely off the charts, and it was
the one that was jaw dropping. And going back to Lehner, and “you're
the X generation... it's going to be different.”
I
do know that I've actually verbalized this, especially when looking
at Bach - but really with everything I play - the notes tell me
things, and the notes demand certain things, like bowings: If I see a
little scale pattern, do I really want the scale to be in one bow,
even though he might have written three in one and three in one, or
something like that? I'm always looking at things like that. And
harmonies – as the harmonies change, what happens? The
worlds change with these harmonies. Some people feel like, the
composer did it, you don't have to do anything. And I don't feel
like that – the composer needs all the help he can get! (laughs)
Two
of my favorite quotes are about consistency. Oscar Wilde:
“Consistency is the last refuge of the unimaginative”. And my
favorite really is Emerson - Ralph Waldo Emerson: “A foolish
consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds.” A lot of people
leave off the 'foolish' – but I really think that's important,
because, where does it become foolish? (laughs) Again, that's
my decision!
What
is your proudest musical moment?
Oh
man!
Or
top three?
That's
a tough one. (pause) Possibly the best single performance that I was
ever in – possibly; hard to say that - was a Third Bartok that I
did with the West Point Quartet, with Mark Sokol. This was before
Concord (Quartet). We were all in the Army - we were all in the West
Point Band, and we made this string quartet, with Tom LeVeck and Dave
Gibson. It was a really centrifugal quartet, really pulling apart all
the time. Made me feel that my role as the viola player in a quartet
is to be the glue! (laughs)
But
that particular performance of the Third Bartok, we were at the
University of Michigan, and it was so intense, all four of us were
dripping with sweat. The last chord, “dah dah dah dah—WAP!!!”
--- Total silence. The audience was so wiped out they couldn't
applaud. And Mark finally looked at the audience, and shrugged
(slowly demonstrates a shy sideways glance). Then the applause
started, slowly, and built. That was certainly one of the most
amazing performances I've ever been in.
It's
interesting your most amazing moment, so memorable, was in a Quartet
– you've been in the Symphony for many years and done many solo
recitals...
Yeah,
I'll say, the intensity. And the togetherness, which was so difficult
for that quartet. The audience response..
[Another
memorable moment was] the first or maybe second time I was acquainted
with the Shostakovich Viola Sonata – I felt like it taught
me how to play the viola. It kind of grabbed me by the shoulders and
shook and said “NO! Find a different color! Find a different mood!”
And that was amazing.
Especially
since I've been retired from the Symphony, and beginning with the
Bach Project, and actually even a little bit before that... OK, well,
my history is - my early teachers who were the Mandelkerns – and
then I won't say this about John Dalley because I was only with him
for a year - but then my viola teacher at Oberlin, Bill Berman. They
were so much under the influence of Heifetz, they didn't want me to
move. So I'm standing still and playing like this (sits stiffly
upright), and it's only as I've been an adult that I've begun to
realize that a little movement is really important. Motion helps
the e-motion. And I've been trying to break into that.
So
I played the Allemande of the 4th Suite for my daughter's
wedding, and also my son's wedding later, but it was my daughter's
wedding that was really amazing, because one of the things I did for
months before was I would pick up my viola when I was cold, tune, and
play that movement. Because I knew I'd be cold and there would be a
lot of time before I'd be able to play, and I knew I would be totally
involved in the emotion of the situation.
I
still remember, there was this one place toward the end of the
movement – I feel about Bach a lot that this is art music based
on a dance, so many people play this as dance. But this one
movement is so touching and warm, and I get to this one place, it's
in a major key but it's also so tender. This one extremely tender
place right in there, and just at that moment my daughter reached for
a Kleenex to dab her eyes for the tears that the music had squeezed
out; and there were people who knew nothing about classical music who
were saying “Oh that was one of the most beautiful things I've ever
heard!” - and I heard that comment, and so that started the chain.
Then the Bach project happened, I left the symphony, and I've really
been trying to break out of this box that my teachers put me in.
So
I'm going to say, each of my last couple of recitals were on that
road, and I feel very happy about the way things are going. I've been
becoming the violist that I wanted to be.
That's
a long time coming.
It
is. I would even say that -- But it's certainly gradual. I'm 71,
and I feel I'm playing better than ever.
What
non-musical things do you enjoy doing?
(laughs,
thinking) Watching Baseball (laughs). Watching the Olympics.
Do
you go to games?
I
have gone to games, I used to try to go once or twice a year.
I haven't been to AT&T Park but maybe twice. It's partly because
it's sold out and partly because... it's cold! I get cold
easily and it's not warm over there. I like AT&T park, I like the
garlic fries (laughs) I probably shouldn't eat them, but anyway..
What
else do I like doing? Walking. We walk a lot. Both of us walk a lot.
We live three blocks from the park and we're always in the park
walking. For years, even after concerts, I'd wake up early so
we could go for our exercise walk in the park. And that was hard, and
now that I'm retired I don't do that anymore.
And
travel - I like going places. I like going to, well, the Museum of
Modern Art in New York. We've been on two Road Scholar tours. One to
Padua and Venice, one to France, starting in Paris and sort of
following the impressionist painters. So from Paris up to the
Normandy coat, down to the Riviera, following all those painters. My
favorite period of art, I have to say. So that was cool, and we're
planning another one now to Norway, the fjords.
Did
you enjoy traveling with the orchestra on tours?
Generally
not. (laughs) It's too much work! Every day a different city:
(breathlessly) so you get up in the morning and you have your
breakfast and you get in a bus and you go on an airplane and you get
off the airplane and get on a bus and go to the hotel and try to grab
a little snack, get to the hall, do a sound check if there is one,
try to get dinner in there somewhere, play the concert, get
back to your hotel, get up in the morning, do the same damn thing all
over again...
So
you enjoy traveling as a tourist more..
There
were some places I enjoyed more [on tour]. We do have days off
here and there. One of the days off was on a Sunday in Zurich, when
the city shuts down so there was nothing to do, and I could see out
the window from my hotel room, drug deals going on in the park out
there. So that was not a particularly good day off but there were
others that were better (laughs)...
But
generally, I started off touring on the wrong foot. My first year in
the orchestra was the 6 week tour to Europe and the Soviet Union. We
left on a Saturday morning. Our twin children were 2 and a half. So
that was Saturday; on the Tuesday before one had a 104 temperature
and in the hospital we found out it was pneumonia in one lung, and
the Friday morning before I left, the other one had pneumonia in both
lungs, and on Saturday I ran out on my family, and I was not happy.
I'm
sure you weren't the only one.
No,
definitely not. You know, these days I would have been able to
tell management, “Look, I have to stay home, I'll catch up,” and
they would have even helped. But I had just joined, and it was
different then.
The
whole tenure thing was working its way out and I didn't feel like I
could do that, even though I desperately wanted to. So when
they finally got healthy, Marcia took the kids east, to spend half of
the tour with one set of grandparents and the other half with the
other. So before I came back she had to fly back and forth with two
kids by herself - with two 2.5 year old kids, the terrible twos...
Not a good time, and that really put me in the mood to not enjoy
tours. I did not enjoy that part of it.
How'd
you end up in San Francisco?
So
I was getting my Doctorate. After my Masters [at Manhattan School of
Music] I got a job at Kent State University, which would become
famous a year after I left – but for the wrong reasons...
So
I had to join the Army, and actually I was very lucky, because in the
military, each branch has two special bands. One in Washington D.C.
and one at each academy - the Naval Academy, the Air Force Academy,
the Army Academy. They're all four year enlistments - except for West
Point, which was three. (laughs) I was fortunate to get into
the West Point band.
I
had trouble in basic training – just look at me and you can tell I
would have trouble in basic training (chuckles). I had done an
audition tape and sent it in. This was of course during Vietnam so
there was all this money in the military, and at West Point they
liked to have string players around. Because string players would do
officer club teas, cadets did a musical every year... there were
reasons to have them. But there was not enough work, so there was
always something else to do: most string players would be given
piccolos, and...
There
were basically two performing organizations: the concert marching
band, and then this group called the Hell Cats which was a Fife,
Drum, and Bugle Corps, which was a horrible service - but OK, you're
not out firing at people and getting fired at. So mostly they gave
piccolos to the string players and made them learn the fife part in
the Fife, Drum, and Bugle Corps. But the week I got there, there
weren't any more piccolos! A week later, the Quartet became official.
They formed without me actually – they were looking for me, they
wanted me in the quartet, but I had taken too long in Basic. Andy
Berdahl was there, they wanted to get the quartet going. When he got
out of the army, they put me in. So anyway, I spent two of my three
years playing string quartets.
I
got married in the Army. My wife was pregnant with what we didn't
know yet was twins. I got out of the Army and that's when I went to
Ann Arbor. I figured if I was going to stay in academia - which was
my choice, I thought - I figured I should get a doctorate, and it'd
be easier to get it without having a job at the same time.
And
actually I did end up having a job for half a year while I was
getting the doctorate: Berman took a sabbatical from Oberlin and had
me fill in for him, which was very nice. I liked that half year a
lot, too. One reason I moved to Ann Arbor was it was close to
Oberlin, and they were the most flexible school, with its ability to
let me out for that [teaching at Oberlin].
So...
I'm getting a doctorate and I've got two children and I'm thinking “I
need a job!” Somebody showed me the [Musicians'] Union paper and
the job, so I wrote away to San Francisco and I came out here with
actually a great attitude – “I don't want this stinking
job, I'm going to be an academic!” - you know, all the
academics thought the orchestra jobs were the pits! And it wasn't
long after that that it turned around completely, and I think it was
because of unionizing, because of the ability to have 52 weeks
employment at living wages and with benefits...
It
had already begun: New York was of course the first orchestra to go
to 52 weeks, and ours when I joined was 49 weeks, but it wasn't even
full orchestra for the full year because we and the opera shared the
opera house – this is before Davies [Symphony Hall]– so they had
to make work for the rest of us: kiddy concerts and new music
concerts... So I came out here with this attitude, “I don't want
this job, I want to be an academic.” So of course I played
great and won the job! So then I called my wife...
There
had been one academic job available for a violist in the country that
year, and it was in Columbia, Missouri. So I win this audition
and I have to call my wife – and it's like, “Do we really have a
choice, to wait for the possibility of a job in Columbia,
Missouri at god-knows-what salary?, or accept a living wage in one of
the great cities of the world?” And when I thought about it like
that, there wasn't a choice – I took it, and I've never been
unhappy. It's a good job. If you have to have a job, it's a good job.
How
has the orchestra changed over the years?
There
were always days of peak performances, when things were really great,
and I remember – my first concert was Mahler 8, the opening of the
season, my first concert as a regular – before that I was a sub, or
an extra. It was with [Seiji] Ozawa, and it was wonderful. I'd never
played in an orchestra that was that great. There were peak
performances, but also a lot of not peak performances going
on.
Because...?
(simply)
We weren't that good. Also, largely, the conductor, who was
conducting... I remember Rachmaninoff 2nd symphony,
jaw-droppingly gorgeous, and also with Ozawa.
And
then Ozawa left, sort of under a cloud – he was a great
music conductor, but a terrible music director, in my opinion. He
could never make a decision about anything – repertoire, auditions,
anything.. Which is not unusual for music directors, but I think it
was particularly hard for him.
Then
we got De Waart who was much more in control and he started
really to develop the control that the orchestra has shown. And not a
lot of spark.
Then
we had Mr. Blomstedt, who continued in that way, but with more spark.
And of course under De Waart we built Davies, and a lot of people
decided they wanted to stay in the opera, or were helped to
stay in the opera and not do the symphony. There were like 30 or 40
new people.
We
would go head to head during the fall [with the opera], and then in
the winter, the ballet would take over and we'd mix it up with the
ballet. With Davies open, we didn't have to do that anymore and the
Ballet and opera became sort of the same set of people. You couldn't
do Symphony and Opera anymore and people had to make decisions.. That
was really the beginning of when [the Symphony] started to get good.
So De Waart, then Blomstedt, and then Michael was next – 20 years
about. And he brought a spark.
I
will say this of Michael, when he wants to be, he's about the best
conductor I've ever worked with. There are times that he turns it on.
Certainly
in an orchestra, one has an energy field, an aura, and when you're in
a group you can merge that to a large degree - and I know I've felt
this a lot, and a lot of my colleagues have sort of ignored it, but
it was there, even so. But, to a degree greater than any other
conductor I've worked with, I felt he could change our performance by
his thought into our energy field. When he really wants to – I
mean, we could change tempos and it'd be like we always did it
that way. I remember talking to the personnel manager on tour once,
and he said that Michael had said “Gee, I can do
anything I want!” (laughs) and he can really focus his energy or
thought or something, and it affects our energy, and we just change.
If
you play unaccompanied, it's like you're going for a walk in the
park. You can go look at this flower over here, you can go to that
grove – or not. You can go look at the kids on the
merry-go-round, or even ride on the merry-go-round. If you want.
If
you play with a quartet, it's like the four of you are going for a
walk in the park. You have to make decisions: you want to go
to those flowers, but they don't, so you don't. You
have to make decisions.
But
if you're playing a concerto, it's like you're on a train. (laughs)
You have absolute control of what's going on in your car, but
you go where they take you. (laughs) And I think it takes an
unusually sensitive orchestra and an unusually sensitive conductor to
be able to do a chamber-music kind of flexibility, to have that kind
of influence on each other.
I'm
pretty sure it was Sarah Chang doing Sibelius, with a conductor I
really did not care for. And he would not listen to her, and
he would not take her tempos! And I would watch her in the
rehearsals and, to a degree, in performances – just, daggers,
looking daggers at him when he wouldn't give what she wanted.
You
had a good seat for observing that sort of thing!
Very
good seat for that! I will also say the lesson I got from that is, as
soon as the last chord was over, everything was great.
Everything was great. She'd kiss the conductor, she was happy! And I
knew she was not happy (laughs). So that was really
interesting.
I
also have to tell you a Yo-Yo Ma story, also from that chair. He did
a pension fund benefit, and he did three concertos. Who else in the
world would do three concertos in one concert? The second was one of
the Haydns, but the orchestra being reduced, I moved from my third
chair up to second and I'm sitting almost 6 or 8 feet away...
Haydn
viola parts, you know, not very interesting. “dun-dun-dun-dun-dun”
So I'm laying back. And all of a sudden Yo-Yo looks at me, (craning
his neck as though looking back from the soloist position) he looks
at me, and he gives me the ear, and so I goose up my sound,
and he gives me this HUGE SMILE! And I know what he needs - He
needs to hear my 8th notes so he can bounce
his rhythm off of it. (laughs) Not a word was said. (laughs)
What
a wonderful connection!
(laughs)
Yeah!
Any
parting advice to young players? For anyone in high school,
considering what to do or maybe looking forward to college..
OK,
in the first case – if you can't live without it, you should
try. If you can live without it, you shouldn't; the
competition is so fierce.
The
other thing to say is, and this is something I can't really do or
deal with, there are so many avenues of music making available -
there's world music, things that I'm just too old to adjust to at
this point – but they should be looking at all these things, there
are so many...
When
I was coming up, there was the symphony, and if you could make a
quartet - which seemed like a very precarious existence, and usually
you needed a university to sponsor you in a quartet - and there was
teaching. And that was about it. And now it's exploded, in ways that
I can't even begin to imagine. Jazz, world music, I don't know, but
they should be looking in those directions as well.
One
more Yo-yo ma story – there was a masterclass he ran, and this girl
was doing the Schumann Concerto, and she was completely bent over
(hunches over) and the first thing, he talked about certain technical
and musical things, the line, one very long line, he pointed out
something about the groupings.
But
then he started other things, “What about the orchestra?” and she
turns and there's Timothy Bach at the piano behind her, and he smiles
at her, and so he asks her “Play it again” and now she's doing
chamber music with Tim. And it's completely different.
And
then he says “Now what about that nice lady over there?”
(pointing to a woman in the audience) and so she plays it again, and
it's like – she got lost, she became the music – [but] she's
sitting up, she's playing chamber music, she's expressing herself out
into the audience. I'd heard the expression, “The audience gasped,”
and I'd never experienced until just then when the audience gasped,
it was like (gasps). He'd never even said “Sit up straight”, and
there she was, just, yeah.. (laughs)... Great teaching! Perfect.